Davao Cyber Expo seminar....

Actually when I got this news from Kuya Cesar, I don't have any intention to go...cause I want to stay at home, but since Lyka wants to go to parlor I accompany her and it's worth it cause she treat me to get some manicure...("Thanks Lyka"). Well after that we go to NCCC for the seminar we're late it's supposed to be 1:00 pm but we arrived 3:00 pm..hahaha..very late. But it's ok cause the seminar started also late, the first part of the seminar is about the 3D Designing and Animation, how to use the Blender and Lighwave 3D...("frankly speaking I really don't understand what the speaker saying..hahaha..maybe because my mind is thinking something else.") After that it's Adobe Acrobat 9, I like the host he speak very lively and he keep on giving freebie like pen, shirts and the last one that I wish I have it the Adobe Photoshop Elements for Dummies book, sadly I didn't get anything. Well other topic in the seminar is about Drupal, Joomla and Wordpress. We didn't finished the seminar cause we're a little bit hungry. So we decided to eat in KFC with my colleague and went home tired.

Here's our picture:

Inside the seminar with Lyka

At KFC with John, Lyka and Cyrel...nice smile John...hahaha

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Starting to move on......

This month is a depressing month for me....I hope things will be better...I have no one to talk too, even my friends I can't open to them the things that bugging me. Well I have to make an effort to relieve this pain I don't want to look miserable all my life. Lately I'm going out with my friends.

Here's our picture....

***Me and Hannah at Jollibee***


***With my Office Buddies***
Me and Wiwit....then Bevs and Glenn ("the lovers")


***The Girls at KFC***


***Have you noticed? I keep on eating ice cream..."hmmmm..depressed nag ako"***

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The So called "Break-Up"

How do I begin this post...***gasp*** ("I need to breath")Ok...after how many months of battling from trials my so called "relationship" finally comes to end...hahahay...I though we can surpass the obstacles we're facing in our relationship.I keep on praying and hoping that one day this trials will be over, but I guess my prayer didn't answer especially if your the only one making an effort to work it out.I didn't say that he doesn't make an effort to make our relationship work, actually we both struggle to make it work ("really struggle") but most of the effort comes from me. For me I don't care I love him and I want to gave my all, well now I realized that love isn't the key to make the relationship last. I love him too much maybe because of that he choose to leave, I don't know what's real reason all I know is there's a third party involve not at my part but him. I have my own faults too I become too possessive and insensitive in some area. Actually I can say that "I really hate him so much, because of that", but honestly if I listen to my heart I don't feel any grudge towards him although I keep on crying every night, thinking all about the memories. I really can't explain my side now I know I'm in pain and I felt I'm wasted, but at the back of every tear for me he's still a good person I really don't know, maybe I'm just stupid to believe that. And one thing it's very weird I know I am weird but this thing keep on lingering in my thoughts that I'm hoping that one day he will be back and everything will be fine!("thats stupid!hate it..."). But I don't want my hopes up cause I already did that but unfortunately it doesn't work, I promised to myself not to tolerate my stupidity ("I hope so"). I really hate memories that thing haunt me over and over again, I'm the type of person that can remember almost anything whether it's a happy memories or a sad one.Hahay I really miss him...I missed the way he smile, hes crazy jokes("i remember the day he's wearing he's taliban outfit...that's really funny he really look like one of the abbu sayyaf member...and one thing he ate a popsicle, knowing that it's so cold in he's place it's snowing he said he did that to feel that he's in the tropical country...he's really crazy")..I missed he's voice when he talk and when he sings at me ("he's the only guy who sings at me")... I missed he's humor when we chat, I have to stop this it's very depressing...***sigh***..Oh well I'm almost ok right know...almost?hehehe, It's hard to move on, even we know it's just a simple two words...but by doing that you really have to struggle. Good thing I have my friend Jessa who keeps on comforting me over the net...("thanks girl..I really appreciate that.."), she's living in U.S now with her husband. I really don't know where to start to move on , even my boss told me to keep busy ("thanks Mark"). As off this moment I keep myself busy, I made another lay-outs for my upcoming blog. I know time will heals all the wound, I hope it will...Even though it was a short love story but I'm glad I meet him and I really don't know if I can love again the same way I love him, if he only knew how painful it is for me. I have to fake my smile to everyone just to came up strong and every night I'm subbing with tears...."i don't want to fall in love again"...arrrggg....

Realization:
*guys can be such ignorant, egotistic, and dense assholes. enough said.
*ldr -long distance relationship is not a healthy relationship, so don't try it.
*Don't love much cause love can weaken a relationship.
*Just trust a little don't give everything cause sometimes it's just a waste.

P.S : "I hope you will find your happiness and I hope she's the right girl that I've been praying for you from the day we meet and until now. I wish I am but I failed....well sorry for the things that I've said and I want you to know that I don't have any grudges for you even you really hurt me...ingats"

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New Pound for Pound King!Manny Pacquio stops Diaz at 9th round

The new pound for pound champion, our very own people's champ Manny "Pacman" Pacquio".This fight was much-needed relief for a nation still reeling from the fury and devastation of typhoon “Frank”.The whole nation practically stood still as people stayed glued to their television sets watching the boxing icon demolish an eager opponent.As he climb to the next level of he's boxing career,move to 135 pounds led some to worry whether the extra bulk would compromise his famed speed.
But Manny Pacquiao has a power to crush he's opponent, the fight ended in a ninth-round victory over David Diaz. The former U.S. Olympian hung in despite severe cuts and weary legs that wobbled with each of Pacquiao's big punches.Diaz's face was dripping blood by then, and both fighter's white trunks were shaded pink by the eighth, when Pacquiao battered Diaz relentlessly.It's another honored you bring to our country Manny!Yehey......

***I really like this video can you believe it the Boston Celtic's player become a fan of Pambansang Kamao.I really envy you for that..weeee***
note: stop my mp3 and wait for the video to buff.


***Picture of Kevin Garnett and Manny Pacquio:



Ps.: It's still a big question mark to me, where did he get he's strong fist and he's speed?Is there a vitamins for that?Better to take it,so that I can punch all stupid guys?hehehe....kidding.

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MV Princess of the stars tragedy.....

"The MV Princess of Stars passenger ferry sticks out of the water off the coast of Sibuyan island in the central Philippines June 23, 2008. Twenty-eight passengers from the capsized passenger ferry were reported alive in the central Philippines on Monday but more than 800 remain missing after the ship sank during Typhoon."

***This is one of the tragic events hits the a Philippines,It's very distressing whenever you watch news in different station,you saw the pleading of the abandon family, seeking for help and patiently waiting for the arrival of there love one/s dead or alive. My heart cries when I saw the tears from them, it's not easy to lost someone you love and it's not easy either knowing they died because of a tragic accident hits them. It's just like one snap of the finger, try to imagine this scenario: you accompany your love one/s in the wharf and then suddenly after a few days you will heard in the news that the ship collapse and you know that your love one/s is one of the passenger on that ship...tell me if it's easy. It's not right?No one knows it will happened. And the worst case you didn't know if your love one/s is still alive or if ever they are dead there's no assurance that you will get the chance to recover their bodies.Cause in the recent report form the coastguard some of the dead bodies they dig is already decay, and it's hard to identify it.I hope the Sulpicio lines will be responsible enough to give help for the abandon family and also the government must act well ("I'm devastated in our government,some senators or almost of them didn't extend there help for this people. Like Manny Villar I'm kinda like this senator but now I don't know if he win my vote next election. Cause in he's add he can give fare to the OFW's who wants to go back in the Philippines, but he can't even give a single penny for the fare for these abandon love one/s wants to fly to Cebu to see if the decay bodies found is they're relatives. I know Sulpicion Lines is responsible for this, but your a Filipino also and a senator help this people!And for the President, go back to the Philippines your needed here can you be sensitive enough!Dumb the Philippine government").Let's pray for the souls of the victim of this tragedy as well us for the healing of there abandon family, atleast for this small gesture we can help them.***

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